I'm unhappy. very sad indeed.

I always thought I'm the happiest person when come to friendship. It seems like I have bunch of real close and nice friends no matter where I go I'll have them. But think about it, I start to lose every one of them and I'm scared.

Some went overseas, some just fade without realizing it. In fact, a lot just fade.

M

I was about to wash my car. then there's this cat resting on the road. I looked at him, he looked at me. I said "SHOO!" he said "MIAO!" great!! I gave him the-can-you-please-go-away-look. and he start rolling on the road. rolling, rolling rolling and Miao-ing, miao-ing and miao-ing. and he's giving me the-I-really-this-place-look or this-is-a-good-spot-take-a-nap-look. I stare at him and gave him what-are-you-doing-look & the-MOVE!-look, he stopped and looked at me. right! stupid cat is not moving.

Then I use water to spray the car. the water hit the cat. it walk off. >=)

Surprisingly, I didn't run away like I usually do. The cat look harmless, so yea. So funny.=d Then I washed the car and look for that cat. Spotted! The cat stood beside this little boy who tried to fix his Tamiya toy. It looked confused. super funny.

I give myself another day off. Yep, I skipped class in the very last min. At 6 am, I woke up and online. Saw Tay online chat with him a while. What is that guy doing at that hour? While chatting, I'm deciding to skip anot. haha.. and head back to bed.

I bought another book to read: Time Traveler's wife.

Next books to read. =D Jay tell me which is nice. =D

Nicholas Sparks:

1. The last song

2. True Believer

3. Dear John

4. The notebook

5. The guardian.

6. Message in the Bottle.

7. The lucky one

Jodi Picoult:

1. The tenth Circle

2. Handle with care

3. Salem falls

4. Change of heart

And most important book to get: Cecelia Ahern's The gift hardcover. A book that I want it so badly because of the cover. Nicholas Sparks book's cover are nice!

So many of them? I'm not book freak okay. These sounds like nice stories lol. But I know I won't have time to read all as college start soon!! =( so yep yep a list for me to remember.

I'm not happy bout something. In fact I'm freaking unhappy bout it. Because of some PARTICULAR people, someone I cared doesn't like family gathering and felt disappointed. Thanks a lot bitch!

love,

momoko

Primary Gathering

Yesterday night I attended my primary school 6B gathering. It was way more interesting than I expected. I never see them for like 8 years since Primary 6. Everyone changed and it's like play the guess-who-am-I game. Most of them able to recognize each other as they are all still in subang and some met in previous gathering.

After primary 6, I'm sorta "disconnected" from subang. So I hardly knew the subang high school happenings over there plus I didn't attend the previous outing. That's make 10 times more difficult for me to recognize them.

Farah, Carmen and lynn Shane helped me so much in telling me who are who. I'm like a person who lost her memories. Totally understand how it feels when you lost your memory. It sucks when people recognize you but you don't. I have to think real hard to remember some of them. Worst, I couldn't remember one of them until now. I'm sorry dude!

Most of us changed to much!! looks, dressing, style. Everyone became so fashionable. The girls are so pretty and the guys are good looking too.

It was fun seeing them and get together. Everyone called me Yuet san or san. It feels awkward! like real awkward. Not much of them knew my japanese name and I stopped using my chinese name since sec 3. Funniest thing, I have to reintroduce myself with yuet san and it feels weird (hardly anyone call me that now). Not that I dislike my chinese name. I like it. Just I'm so used to Momoko now and I'm liking it more. =D

Diana, one of the pretty girl in our class.. still pretty..

All those memories we had in primary are nice and foolish. "we were bestie, remember?" Yep yep, few of my besties are there. Not to forget My bully too. =)

Everyone are confessing bout their primary crush and scandal and laughed about it. lol..

Max (bully), me and Tze herng (my once bestie). =)

Tze herng are like really nice friend of mine during P6.

He helped me a lot.. for what I remembered.

The bully..

I couldn't recognize him even with his super famous nickname.

And when I did remember him. I shouted happily:

" I REMEMBERED YOU!!! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO BULLIED ME UNTIL MY DAD CAME AND FIND YOU.."

Everyone went silence instantly and start looking at him and goes... "HORRRR!!!!" "you so evil!!" "OH YA!! I REMEMBERED THAT TOO!!"

haha, he went speechless and clueless. sorry dude for that reaction. I was super happy that I remembered okay. =D

what an impression/memory I have bout him. =) Funny thought.

For what he had done during Primary, He owe me dessert to redeem his evil deeds. =D

He's a soon to be chef too by the way.

Another chef = more food!! =D

This guy here. Until now I couldn't remember him. I recognize everyone but him. I'm sorry. I've been thinking real hard. but nothing hits me. He kept telling me "how can you not remember me?! I'm the star in 6B!" lol.. I'll try harder.. THINK momoko! think!!

Melissa, faye and me.

we were once bestie too. =D Melissa sat next to me during a year and we constantly argue if I'm not wrong and some how we became close friend. Faye, a real bubbly girl (she still is) we were like once gaga over britney spears and spice girls time. lol.. those days!! It was funny when she reminds me that. lol..

This fella. Were in the hot guy category during primary. Once close friend too. He still look the same. Faye said he looks like edward cullen. Seriously, he's fair. =s

I kinda like the gathering alot.. =) fun!!!

okay.. college starts this tuesday. I'm hating it. Think timetable = I hate it. I have super many breaks 6 hours break in a day. Crazy much?! Then my class ends super late can die those kind. Oh god!!!!

1 benefit: friday holiday. but I felt my time is super limited now!

people!! pray for me!! that I'll have a pretty nice timetable. =D

love,

momoko

2nd of Jan

It's January AGAIN!! =D I'm liking this month.

What did I do on the very first day of the year? As you all know I went to Dessert's Bar. Then I sent Jaime back to home. =( She left! sob sob.. I want to go Singapore so badly. I want my holiday to last for another month. Can? I'm so in a holiday mood. I want to play.

Anyway, Have dinner with dad's friends & family. Surprisingly, I actually joined the adults. well, I want to be with my parents. But it's kinda fun. I sat with them until 2 in the morning and not getting bored. We all drank wine and more wine. Joke, hey! they actually laughed at my joke okay! Then they all talked about politics and investment (the adult talks). So much of new year resolution?

Today, I got nothing to do for whole day until at night. Have some primary school friends gathering. Seriously, this is my first time gonna meet them all. Have some awkward feelings. Shervaune is not going!! She's the only friend that I keep in touch with. Coincidence? She's J's boyfriend's cousin! gosh.. and now she's not attending. feeling awkward x123!!!

Currently, this song is stuck in my head!!! Heck nice!!!

I'm feeling real bored!!

love,

M

Spending my very first day of 2010 in Dessert's bar.. =)

nice!! haha.. pampered myself with desserts. =D

I used to hate dessert's Bar cause the first time I ate was the Panna cotta and Pannatini. It was freaking sour. So I decided to boycott it. Until my friends constantly tells me about how yummy is their dessert. So I decided to give a try yesterday with J. and Hey! something are different now!! =D Not that bad I would say. But I still like Bakerzin.

That book I'm seeking for are like one in a million. =( sob sob.. yes, I'm desperate for the book like for Harold..

=D

Happy new year people..


love,
momoko

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